The journey between each of my summits has been more difficult than the climbs themselves. The time in between has tested every part of me mentally, physically, and spiritually. It’s time to get this story completed and my journey back on track.
Feb 9,2018- We woke up to the same storm that we had bid farewell to the night before. Today was the big move to Camp #3 and we wasted no time. Yuki and I got up with the rest of the team to have a quick breakfast before breaking down camp. Yesterday my buff had been a huge issue. If I took it off my face was immediately assaulted by gale force winds and snow but if I left it up my breath would freeze over and make me feel like I was suffocating. My solution was to cut a small hole to expose only my mouth. Today would be different. Hopefully.

We were the only team pushing ahead to Camp #3 in this shit weather. Moving up today meant we were betting that tomorrow would be pristine and we would have the summit to ourselves. The move to Camp #3 went the same as the carry the day before but this time the small hole I cut in my buff let me breathe! We arrived at Camp #3 in 50 mph gusts and began setting up tents. The temperature had dropped to zero if not below and we had to wear our clumsy heavy mittens to do anything. It took a team of four to set up each tent. Two people had to take their mittens off to assemble the tent poles while two people kept their mittens on and to hold the tent canopy in place. Because of how cold it was the assemblers and the holders would rotate as needed to warm their fingers. Once camp was set up we all crawled into our bags and settled in for dinner. We would be having instant mashed potatoes with dried bacon bits. The starches and fats would help us for summit day tomorrow and it was some of the last food we had after waiting out the storms at Camp #2. We ate dinner in our tents that night but Yuki and I had no desire to eat. We were now somewhere above 20,000ft and the altitude was taking its toll.

Feb 10, 2018- Today was the day! Sleeping was tough up at this altitude but I expected that and was so excited regardless. After a meager dinner we slept a few hours but were back up before the sun had a chance to rise. I crawled out of my tent into the darkness. I wandered over to the “bathroom” aka a cluster of rocks but before I could answer nature’s call the sun started to break the horizon in one of the most spectacular sunrises I have ever seen. The only other time I have witnessed something like this was from my vantage point atop Kilimanjaro just over a year ago. From my vantage point I could see the curvature of the earth with the blazing red and orange sun taking up more and more of the morning sky. This was one of those moments in life when you don’t bother to take a picture. The moment cannot be captured and to even try would ruin the experience. I stood there with smile from ear to ear with tears trickling down my cheeks that would run down to freeze in my beard. Absolutely stunning. This was the reason I came here.
Another quick breakfast of oatmeal and then we set off. It was tough warming up but once we got moving the blood started flowing and we hit our stride. At our first break I was looking around and noticed Tom was nowhere to be seen. I had missed it but he had decided to stay back at Camp #3. Eight of us clients had started and now we were down to five. We pushed forward and after 3 hours took a brief rest at Camp Indepencia. It wasn’t a camp just a dilapidated shack but it’s where we stopped for a break. At this point Blaine told the team that he wasn’t handling the altitude well and needed to turn back. Martin went down with him leaving just Luke, Jay and us four clients. We continued higher and higher traversing the mountain and gaining elevation but the summit still seemed miles away. This is the point where I really started feeling the struggle. My entire body kept begging me to turn around and at times I wanted to give in but I focused on keeping my feet moving one after the other. Left foot. Right foot. Left foot. Right foot. After an hour of this we reached a feature called the cave. It was a massive overhang of rock that created a space for climbers to rest and regroup before entering the Canaletta and pushing on to the summit. The Canaletta is steep and one of the more hazardous sections of the mountain. Once through we would be up on a ridge leading to the top where glory waited for us. It should take another two to three hours to get there. I wanted to turn back for the safety and warmth of my sleeping bag but I had come this far though and couldn’t imagine getting this close without summiting. It was time to find out how deep I could dig yet again.
We started up the Canaletta with our ice axes in hand ready to self arrest. One mistake on this section would send us on a “slide for our life”. Exhaustion became an annoying companion. It was always there but I did everything I could to ignore it. Every movement felt herculean. Right foot. Breathe. Breathe again. Left foot. Breathe. Breathe again. This is how I made my way to the top. One step then two breaths. No amount of training physically or mentally had prepared me for this and yet I kept moving. I still have no idea how I did it. Everything in my body begged me to stop and yet there was some fire inside me. Some burning sadistic thing in there that wouldn’t let me quit. There was nothing but the summit. Nothing but a scorching desire to fight through the pain. I remember looking up and seeing the last few steps to the summit. I felt unstable and destroyed as I pushed my feet into the earth propelling myself to a height I’d never previously achieved. I had done it. Wait?! HOLY FUCK.. I HAD DONE IT! I was standing on top of the Stone Sentinel! Holy fucking balls! There were no words. Just tears and laughter. I was delirious and oxygen deprived but I was ecstatic.


I looked around and found Anabel had beaten me to the top just moments prior. Yuki was on my heels and Dave was just bringing up the rear. The four of us plus Luke and Jay celebrated our summit success with pictures and a lot of hugs. There’s no way to explain what it feels like. I’m sure other athletes can relate but putting that single moment into words feels impossible. We basked in our glory until we realized something… we still had to get back down to camp. It took us a bit over 8 hours to reach the summit. I had spent everything i had to get there. Now it was time to see what I could do with my gas tank literally on empty.
I was a mess. I was toast. Pushing uphill had been easy compared to facing downhill and seeing the abyss waiting below. Somehow lowering myself down the mountain step by step had became more arduous then getting up it. I stumbled more than I want to admit but slowly made my way down the mountain. That morning we had been the only team at Camp #3 but after 4 hours of descending it came into view. All the other teams had moved up that morning and now it was a sea of tents and climbers eagerly looking towards the summit. In all this I stumbled into camp unable to even say my name let alone know what it was. I stumbled trying to find my camp when suddenly Tom and Blaine popped up and grabbed my arms supporting me and urging me towards my tent. Like a pair of Nascar pit crew members they stripped my gear off me then turned and dropped me perfectly into my tent. I had done it! I summited and made it back safely to camp!

































